“I am a collector. An impressive and respected collector. I collect situations. Let me guide you. The moment that’s always the same… I’ll make it unforgettable for you.” ⁃ Mario to Emmanuelle (Emmanuelle, film, 1974)
I am a writer of erotica, and an adventurer of the exquisite. I collect experiences, and am always in search of more.
I’ve also had the distinct pleasure of introducing select others to my world, to experiences of their own.
There is a trend in society of maintaining a bucket list, but I dislike the fact that the name originates from things one wants to do before “kicking the bucket”. Not only do I find this too dark, but it also implies that the items on this list are things one only needs to experience once, they they haven’t done yet.
My Sexual “Bucket List” is much different… it consists of a bucket, full of desires. A wishlist of things I’ve done, and want to do again. Of things I haven’t done in perhaps too long. Of things that I, even me, haven’t done. While a checkmark on this list would imply that an item has been accomplished, it does not imply that this item is “done”- there is always the desire to repeat incredible experiences on this list. Often.
This “Fuckit Bucket List” is dynamic- it’s a moving, growing target. Even as things are “checked off” of it, I am always adding to it- and remember, a checkmark does not mean moving on from that item, either.
Lastly, I am not relating these items to the finality of “kicking the bucket”, although these are things that I need and want to experience while I remain of sound mind and body (for hopefully many years).
So what and where is Fifty’s Bucket™?
It’s not for all to see…